things may be starting to look up again

I don't know how long this will last, but I'm glad that I'm able to feel okay for just a little while. 

This is one of the hard parts of recovery, I fall back into a state of numbness for no reason and I never know how long for. So, when I actually feel okay, it's hard to get used to. 

I hope that things continue to get better, but I'll just have to deal with whatever happens.