You know what really hurts though? Even though I'm severely depressed, I still feel like I could be a lot worse, but apparently I can't be. I'm so used to feeling this bad that it doesn't affect me like it would for most people with depression anymore. I'm numbed to it. I just feel like there's more to come. It's going to sneak up on me and destroy me very quickly, I know it.
I just wish this would all go away. It's been 13 years and things have been getting worse and worse every year. I'm not looking forward to the future.
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