five months clean

Five months ago today at about eleven in the morning was the last time I self harmed. I never thought I would ever be clean for this long, but I've done it. 

It's not been easy, in fact it's been so difficult. I've really struggled each day to fight through the urges, but I've managed to do it. 

I'm proving to myself everyday that I'm stronger than I think, and I think it's really important that I remind myself of my strength every time I need it. 

I'm just hoping that at least one person will see that it is possible, and believe that they can do it. If you believe in yourself, you can do just about anything.