When I black out I lose most of the control I have over myself. I tend to be a lot more open, honest and raw about how I'm feeling. I become inconsiderate of how others will react. And I put myself at risk of hurting myself as well as others.
I thought that would be bad enough, but to make things worse, after the black outs I struggle to remember what's happened and what I've said or done.
Sometimes I can get out of these black outs relatively quickly (about an hour) with the help of some people. However, sometimes I can be in a black out for a while.
I find them very tough to deal with and I haven't ever told anyone about this face to face yet. I didn't think it was real. But I know it is now.
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